I miss him. And as badly as I want to tell him this and that I want to be with him and that I keep getting these intense waves of depression when I have time to dwell on things and that I've called kira crying hysterically like four times this week I can't. Because I'm pretty sure he would want to be together but I'm such a shitty girlfriend to him and he'd be so much better off. Fuckfuckfuckfuckkkkkkk.
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